I don’t want to be a hero

For my next destination I decided to catch a bus at 4 a.m and woke up at 3 a.m. I decided to walk few miles alone in the mountain, suddenly I recalled my brother telling me that this area is famous for cats, not the cats we keep as pet at home but the one who will devour you mercilessly. There was no going back, all I was looking for was a sign, a sign of life, another human being or any being except that cat. To be honest I didn’t even know the way to my bus stop and I kept walking. I, then, got detoured and found a sign of life, I saw few cows sitting there and I was relaxed seeing them alive but it was not where I should be and I had to go back and find my way again. I was scared and I realized that I WANT TO LIVE, yes, I’ve been wanting to die but not this time, this made me smile. When I saw people at some distance, my ego was thinking of how I would have acted upon facing the cat(s) and my conscious mind was like “Shut up, I don’t want to be a hero.”

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